Long time since i last blogged, didnt have the urge to blog.
So the holidays are here but it just doesnt seem like a holiday. I still wake up at 6.30am (i got no idea why) even though my alarm doesnt ring. I just go back to sleep again till about 11am. I skip breakfast and usually just have lunch, the rest of the day is spent infront of the TV or the computer which is just plain boring. I havent exactly gone out since the holidays and the thought of having to study still lingers at the back of my mind cause i know common tests are coming up after the holidays (i think its so dumb to have exams after the holidays, how do u expect us to enjoy the holidays?) The past 3 days were spent at home, 10 hours infront of the computer, downloading songs to update my ipod. Now every morning i wake up and i tell myself not to use the computer but after awhile it just gets so boring at home that i have no chioce but to use the computer (i know it sounds pathetic but heck i have that boring a life)
I guess next week will be a different thing as most of my friends will have their poly term break. I dont know why but i dont think i can ever hang out with my jc friends, well not all of them but most of them. They either are too busy with their own friends or we just dont seem to have that 'class bond' like other classes, which is sad. I thought having a smaller class size, the people would be more united and hang around often, i guess i was wrong. I think thats why im so bored, i only got my sec sch friends to depend on, majority are in poly thus i got no one to go out with. The rest are in sec 5 studying for their O lvls this yr but i dont really want to ask them out cause of the O lvls.
I think i shall blog more during the weekends. The only thing to look forward to is this friday, 4H'06 gathering. At least its something to look forward to, hopefully it would be fun.

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