School is getting from bad to worse to even WORSER!
Whats the big deal of not going to school? My mom seems to make such a big fuss out of it, that she even threatened to withdraw me out of school if i were to be absent from school again. I guess i deserved it but i just see no point in going to school, no purpose at all. I myself find it so irritating that im constantly complaining and regretting the decisions i made. I should just fucking kill myself. I cant believe its May already and June is approaching. Im not really looking forward to the holidays as im still going to be stuck in school half of the time with make up lessons to prepare us for the mid year exams (to me its of no use). Even though i may be going to Bali for a short 4 days trip, after that short 4 days its back to constant pestering from teachers, friends, parents to start mugging and stop procrastinating. I really think im not suited for the jc life or even the poly life. I just dont like studying! I realised that my blog entries are usually negative and forever complaining about my fucked up life but i guess thats really all my life is about. I dont have such a happening life, i have no gf, i rarely 'hang out', i dont party, my school is just as boring, so im guessing my life is just boring. I dont seem to have anything interesting or unique that i can blog about that will entice readers into wanting to come back and read, hell my blog doesnt even have pictures!
I'll just end off with something my friend found off the internet.
http://thebigview.com/pastlife/
My past life diagnosis:
I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Egypt around the year 700. Your profession was that of a builder of houses, temples and cathedrals.
Your brief psychological profile in your past life:Ruthless character, carefully weighing his decisions in critical situations, with excellent self-control and strong will. Such people are generally liked, but not always loved.
The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:Your lesson is to study, to practice and to use the wisdom that lies within the psychological sciences and in ancient manuscripts. With strong faith and hard work you will reach your real destiny in your present life.

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