I skipped school today. I stared out of the window, enjoying the cool rainy breeze and thought to myself, what am i doing? I dont enjoy school but i still go for the sake of going (partially also cause im forced to go) But school isnt supposed to be a place of fun, its supposed to be a place of study. Studying aint fun, only nerds say studying is fun. I dont even like my school, i have no motivation to go to school, some ppl go to school cause of their EC while some go because of their friends/gfs/bfs. I know im not the only one who is feeling like this but i just cannot take this anymore. Im just causing heartache for myself, its draining me emotionally day by day. I might just drop dead one day or just go insane. I really value the days that i skip school, it lets me reflect about life and give it some thought. I envy the people who are having fun in their jcs/polys. I for one, have given up, given up hope in studying in this jc.

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