I cant post pictures, i dont know. Must be blogger screwing up again.I'll just do a short post, my weekends were spent doing NOTHING, literally nothing.This always happens when my mom is overseas, the next time she is overseas, i should organise a party! My saturday night was spent catching with friends whom i have not seen for 5 or almost 6 months. It was nice catching up, talking about school mostly.Sometimes u just tend to neglect your other friends when you are spending so much time with school and your new found friends. It really makes u wonder sometimes who your true friends are. There is school tomorrow and im dreading to go to school already. I doubt this June holidays will be any more interesting. I dont exactly have the most fun bunch of friends in school. I always thought JC life would be so fun, with people being more open minded, partying alot, drinking. I guess i was wrong, it was just this image that i created for myself, to deceive myself, to make myself happy. I read about other people's lives and look at my own, my life isnt exactly fruitful and exciting. I want to change but how? Should i start finding new friends to mix around with? I cant seem to find anyone who can fit into the category of 'cool' who do the things that i imagined most JC people to be doing. Sigh.

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